{"id":87619,"date":"2022-09-11T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-09-11T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nursingstudybay.com\/2022\/09\/11\/my-story-my-college-application-essay\/"},"modified":"2022-09-11T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"2022-09-11T00:00:00","slug":"my-story-my-college-application-essay","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/my-story-my-college-application-essay\/","title":{"rendered":"My Story: My College Application Essay"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n<p><p> My story can be interpreted as a sign of weakness or a sign of strength, but I strive to inspire others and improve the world in any way I can, so I don\u2019t mind opening up to share it. What I have gone through has made me who I am today.<\/p>\n<p> Ever since I can remember, I\u2019ve felt like I live in a negative, critical, depressive environment, like I\u2019m never good enough, and can\u2019t ever do anything right. My mother and I haven\u2019t ever gotten along very well, and my little sister was the focus of attention. After my parents divorced, I felt like I was left out, living with my mom and sister and their tight bond.<\/p>\n<p> Because of feeling like I\u2019m good enough, being left out and ignored, being criticized about almost everything, and feeling brought down by everyone around me, I was always a perfectionist and high stressed person.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p> Skip ahead to 8th grade, where I found a new passion: cheerleading. Joining the team had positive and negative effects. I was involved in something non-academic, but I still never felt good enough. I was a little bit chubby, as kids seem to be before they hit their major growth spurt, but I felt like that was part of my problem.<\/p>\n<p> I started dieting, healthfully at first, but after reaching a healthy goal weight at the end of 9th grade, I started taking my weight way too seriously. Whenever I felt criticized, not good enough, or had feelings I didn\u2019t want to feel, I would restrict what I eat and exercise to the point of pain. But even as the number on the scale scale kept going lower and lower. I needed help, but I felt too trapped. My anorexia went on for over a year before anyone around me caught on and dragged me in for serious help. Even with professional help, I still continued my destructive behaviors for several months.<\/p>\n<p> My turning point of finally deciding to help myself occurred just over a year ago. I had a weigh-in before my 10th grade academic award ceremony. I didn\u2019t make it to the ceremony, because I was stuck in Albany Medical Center. That day was the scariest day of my life, but without it, I may not be alive today.<\/p>\n<p> Deciding to get better was still an uphill battle. In a year, I experienced all of my shoved-down emotions, learned some positive coping skills after using some not-so-great ones, unwillingly gained quite a bit of weight, and became very aware of how much I didn\u2019t like my home and life situation. But the biggest surprise for me was: It got better.<\/p>\n<p> I became stronger, and distanced myself from those who weren\u2019t good for me. I found new role models, positive people who I didn\u2019t know existed. I started looking forward to the freedom of my life, the one thing that I had full control over.<\/p>\n<p> Now, my story may give you the impression that \u201cShe\u2019s just a crazy, unstable girl who deals with family problems like everyone does. She\u2019s going to have stress problems come back in college.\u201d<\/p>\n<p> I can assure you, I\u2019m miles away from where I was in my eating disorder. That time in my life was terrible, and I know that I CANNOT ever let myself go back. And I won\u2019t. I\u2019ve accumulated so much strength, freedom, hope, and happiness that I would never want to go back.<\/p>\n<p> I know I\u2019m not perfect, but who is? I try my best, and every day, I\u2019m still getting better. I get stronger. I gain hope. I pursue my passions. I inspire others and become inspired. I go on adventures and try new things. I learn. I smile. I move forward. I live.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My story can be interpreted as a sign of weakness or a sign of strength, but I strive to inspire others and improve the world\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8102,8104,8103,7723,6036,8107,8108,8106,8105,8109],"tags":[7828,8095,450,594,8100,574,8098,8097,8096,8099],"class_list":["post-87619","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-best-dissertation-writing-service-review","category-best-phd-thesis-writing-services","category-dissertation-writing-services","category-dissertation-writing-services-near-me","category-essay-writer-usa","category-free-dissertation-writing-services","category-my-assignment-services","category-phd-thesis-writing-assistance","category-phd-writer","category-research-paper-writing-service-australia","tag-best-dissertation-writing-service-review","tag-best-phd-thesis-writing-services","tag-dissertation-writing-services","tag-dissertation-writing-services-near-me","tag-essay-writer-usa","tag-free-dissertation-writing-services","tag-my-assignment-services","tag-phd-thesis-writing-assistance","tag-phd-writer","tag-research-paper-writing-service-australia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87619","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=87619"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87619\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=87619"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=87619"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.studyproessays.com\/help\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=87619"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}